Apr 30, 2010

Heartless

I forgot what it's like to be heartless

When one changes for another, of course they want it to be for the long run. But what happens when that dream was abruptly cut short by a change of heart? The decisions i made in the past has made me stronger, if not a more resilient person. But quite oddly it has also made me weaker. It contradicts yes. In reality, everything seems too figurative when in fact, it can never be more literal.

With the most triumphant gains in hand, i also suffered a major loss. I lost what is truly important to me, similar to life itself. I didn't show it in my face when reality strucked me hard. I chose this path of acceptance, and unknowingly this has caused my spirit to sink.

and now, it sucks being in the middle.

3 comments:

ain said...

yes, we need to sacrifice one thing to get another. struggle a lot to see the changes, thus sometimes forgot to see the small steps that we had took.
padahal, perjalanan itu yg paling bernilai.

it sucks being in the middle, transisi memang sangat tidak nyaman dan menyebabkan rasa mau lari!

tapi.....
semoga semuanya mengajar kita sesuatu. silap.

PASTI semuanya mengajar kita sesuatu. :)

hugs mal! <3

KecHiQuE oLiGoS said...

"it sucks being in the middle, transisi memang sangat tidak nyaman dan menyebabkan rasa mau lari!"

ain zubaidah, i like that point.. sangat tak best berada di tengah2.. tak pasti nk pilih berlian atau emas..

Malina raihan.. i always wish that i bcome heartless.. coz i think i really cruel when heartless...

Love both <3
*big panda hugssss*

malinaramlan said...

Thanks korang :)
Ain, like they say it's the journey not the destination. But somehow, hmm... tahlah. a learning process maybe. :)